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Zahara Millicent Crabbe
"So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me"

“Oh hello, I didn’t see you there, looking at me. Ah, about me? Well talking about myself is my favorite subject, if I got graded I’d defiantly get a O, or not far off that anyway. I usually got by Z, well that’s what all my friends call me anyway, but you can’t call me that. I would consider that rude if you dared called me Z. Well, my name is Zahara, Zahara Millicent Crabbe. Yes my middle name is my mothers; I think it’s a beautiful name. Zahara means ‘flowering, shining’ quite an odd meaning, gives the impression of all good which isn’t the case at all. Thankfully the meaning of Millicent has a better meaning ‘brave strength’ which is exactly what I am. Or so I like to think anyway. Currently I’m sixteen and I was born on 17th March, early hours of the morning I might add. Poor mother had to be awake two days running to get my stubborn bottom out into the magical world. Young and pretty might I add. So, I’m a beautiful Slytherin, I always knew that I would be placed in Slytherin just like my parents were. Since I am sixteen, I’m currently in my sixth year.

What is with you and wanting to know more about me!? Isn’t knowing my name enough privilege for you? No, fine I shall tell you more about myself. You must have half an idea that since I’m a Slytherin I think I’m better than others, correct? Well, I’ll give you an insight on my actual personality.

Stubborn; I can be extremely stubborn at the worst of times. I don’t like people thinking they are right over me. Usually my stubborn personality can be quite irritating for others, especially if their wrong, which is normally the case. Sure sometimes I’m wrong about what I say, I’m not perfect and I fault a lot of the time. When I am wrong, I never acknowledge it, that is just to humiliating for me and I’d rather battle to the end than admit I was wrong about something. If it is a person opinion I’m being stubborn on, there is no point arguing with me about what I think, I won’t change my mind no matter how much you push me or try to convince me that your opinion is better than mine. Maybe it is better than mine but don’t try and change my mind about something, leave me to it or you could easily regret trying to convince me otherwise, okay?

Reserved; I’m not one to express my emotions, I prefer keeping my feelings bottled up than tell the world that I’m either jumping for joy or I’m extremely depressed. It is the best way to go really, if someone upsets me I simply smile and keep my hurt state to myself. I’m not going to cry and shout just because someone has deflated my ego over something or other! After several years of keeping my emotions in line and not getting to close to others has proven quite difficult but it was defiantly worth it. Of course this gets on everyone’s nerves, especially my close friends and my family. I’ve grown into a mature woman though, thanks to my reserved personality trait, of course I do have a cry now and again when I don’t get my way, usually to one of my sisters. Although I don’t cry all the time, don’t get that into your head.

Courageous; normally you’d say a Gryffindor was courageous, but that isn’t the reality these days. Often I can consider myself a brave individual, although sometimes my courage can get me into a spot of trouble which I usually wriggle out of quite easily. It started when I was younger actually, I use to climb up trees to prove I wasn’t scared of being up high, and then mother would come help me get down when I couldn’t climb down. I’d defiantly say I was courageous though, I’m not really scared of anything, apart from insects. They are really creepy and gross, especially the ones that fly after you. Silly insects!

Indecisive; most people can’t seem to make a decision these days, especially me. If someone mentions that we should go hang out and tell me to pick a location, I simply cannot do it. I find it so difficult to make a decision! Especially since most the time I make a fool of myself when trying to decide on something. It can prove hard when I’m trying to help with a team exercise and I try to place ideas, which never end well. I’m more of an individual really, I can decide what essay I’ll start first but I can never really help others with decisions. Big decisions also faze me, especially if they could involve side effects.

Loyal; even though there are several negative traits to my personality, it doesn’t mean that my whole personality revolves around negativity. I’m a very loyal girl; I will always stay loyal to my friends and my family. This means I won’t date my best friend’s ex-boyfriend, despite how hot he is. I won’t talk about any of my friends behind their back either, I mean that is just really pathetic and I’m not one to gossip about my friends. Maybe about others who I don’t know but not my friends. Sure sometimes friends and family can annoy the crap out of me, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to talk about them behind their back! Like I said previously, it is pathetic.

Calm; I’ve always been calm, especially in situations that can be extremely nerve wrecking or worrying. Numerous times I’ve been told that I’m to calm and sometimes people confuse my calmness with not caring, I usually correct them and complain on how calm I am in stressful situations. Don’t have a go if you’re crying your eyes out because he left you and I’m not hugging you to death, it doesn’t mean I don’t care! I’m just to calm to really get myself all stressed out because someone else is having a tough time with their love life.

What is with you people? I’ve told you about my name, age, house and my entire personality and you still want more! God, you’re like my own personal stalkers aren’t you. Well, I’ll tell you a bit about my appearance, since I’m pretty good at describing myself. Not that I’m vain or anything. I’m roughly around five foot six inches, not to short but not too tall either. I think I’d cry if I was a six foot giant! I like to think I have an amazing figure, an hour glass figure to be precise! Always wear certain clothing to compliment my amazing figure. Hm, I have long black hair, which comes down just under my shoulder blades. Usually it’s curled but I can straighten it occasionally, depending on how lazy I’m feeling. Dark captivating brown eyes and I like to think my face is pretty much perfect. Others beg to differ though.

I’m the second youngest to Vincent and Millicent Crabbe. I was born on a humid March morning, roughly around two thirty six in the morning. Poor mother, giving birth to me at that time, I bet she was so tired after that. I would be! Anyway, I have an older brother who is currently in his seventh year, Slytherin, Carlisle Crabbe. I’m not exactly close to him but he’s still family so I don’t ignore, see him around have a little chat but that is about it. Nine months later my little sister was born, she’s the youngest, well one of the youngest in our year. I’m probably closer to Dahlia than any of my other siblings. Maybe my parents need a new hobby, besides popping out children all the time. Well, two years later, after Dahlia we ended up with another sister. I’m pretty happy to be surrounded by siblings but I knew for a fact when the three of us enter out teenage years we would probably become pretty bitchy over night.

My childhood involved being dragged to other people’s houses, well; I was the only one to be dragged really. Surprisingly I was a very anti-social child when I was younger, but now I’m quite social, when I want to be. Maybe I’m still slightly anti-social, but that might change, eventually. I use to get told a lot that our father was quite close to Draco Malfoy and Greggory Goyle. Our families ended up shoving us together and since then I’ve been quite close to them. I have other friends too, but I’d consider these guys my best, even though I’m still not extremely as social as they are. I find being well known can get you into a lot of trouble, gossip wise. People hate you and then you have nothing, so I think I’ll remain off the radar for now. I don’t know if they noticed how uncomfortable I use to be around them when I first met them, but after a few meetings and the help of my siblings I came out of my shell.

Hogwarts? Well, I got my letter and then it was happy days from there. Went to the sorting ceremony with Dahlia and Scorpius. Thankfully I was sorted into Slytherin carrying on the family tradition, but the weirdest thing happen that day. Dahlia was sorted into Gryffindor. There were a few confused faces amongst the student body, but I was quite contempt when that happened. I really couldn’t believe it and for a while I refused to talk about how my sister was sorted into Gryffindor. It didn’t change anything though, I stayed close to her but I was quite put off by the fact she was a Gryffindor, and let’s be honest, I still can’t believe it. It was a nightmare when father found out. Anyway, enough about her, more about me right?

I wasn’t the brightest spark to begin with, I’m still not bright but I manage. I remember my first year being quite normal, and I’d spend most of my days tucked away, as I do now. The only exciting thing that happened in my life was probably my fourth year when I joined the quidditch team, and I am defiantly a big fan of quidditch! I play all the time and I continue to try out for the team now, even if I don’t get on the team I always support my house, and I conceal my jealousy for the other players. As you can imagine, my OWLs didn’t go so well and neither will my NEWTs. Mother was really annoyed with me at my OWLs results, but you can’t be perfect can you?"


alias; lottieee.
experience; six years. on and off.
character house; slytherin.
character year; sixth year.
character side; wicked wands.
other chars; naaah.